12.18.2005
*giggle*
I just painted my nails frosted pink. And they're glossy too. Ahihihihihi.
Ok. It does not mean I'm turning overly girlie...kikay girlie.
Just thought I needed to some changes.
Next, I'm planning to overdo it with the eyeliner. Not that I wear eyeliner but. You get the point. Maybe I need to have my navel pierced as well.
I need to have a serious hobby. A new obsession to take my mind off things.
Stress can do that to you. You know. Make you lose your mind.
Reported @ 6:19 PM
12.17.2005
in between laughing and mourning
Life has a nasty sense of humor sometimes.
You can't always have what you need, you don't always win when you give your all, and you always get what you don't deserve.
Thank you, life, for teaching me some painful lessons. I can't help not being bitter about them sometimes but I'll try to continue on with the game...with no hard feelings.
Merry Christmas to you too.
Reported @ 10:52 AM
12.12.2005
in circles
A glimpse of what might be him.
And...the vision. It was gone.
Too much for someone with too few to give.
And what do I get
for my pain
Betrayed desires
and a piece of the game
~ Bullet with Butterfly wings, Smashing Pumpkins
Reported @ 1:48 PM
12.05.2005
of Divine interventions and sheer luck
I am still deciding upon this matter as I am typing this...and perhaps will continue to think about it until next year, when my answer would make a difference.
It concerns my future, and perhaps, how my life would turn out.
I hope that, whatever my decision will be, everything will turn out for the best. Or at least, for the better.
Reported @ 7:38 PM
